Sunday, April 17, 2016

to quit or not to quit


So this week my back pain hurts badly up to the point where when i sneeze, my back aches. No kidding bruh. Eh not this week, this has started wayyyyy back in last year i think. It stopped eventually. And then happened again.

Pergi KL, naik saga, belakang duduk 4 orang. Since then, uuuuu the painnn started. Had to go to clinic twice to get one of those ubat sakit urat and ada lagi satu dosage tinggi sikit padia nama tah. Celebrex, brex t-rex something with rex at the end of it. Worked for a while only T__T

My job requires me to sit like all the time. Hence the reason why it didn't really make any difference. And now that it became worse, everyone started asking me to quit.

Umi : berhenti je la kerja. Sebelum kahwin ada masa nak rehat kan belakang tu.

Sister # 3 : berhenti je la kerja tu cik.

Tunang : kalau tak tahan berhenti kerja ok.

I actually wanted to wait until July before sending the resignation letter. Simpan duit dulu, prepare untuk menganggur before getting a new job. Not sure if its worth the pain or not. Tapi no pain no gain kata orang. Eh?

Pestu tadi ternampak siapa tah share kat facebook, rezeki Allah ada dekat mana mana. Terus cam check calendar pilih tarikh sesuai nak resign 😂 < can you guys see this emoji btw? Just wondering since im typing using my phone right now. Mihihi.

Dah la nak tidur. Bye. Esok nak MC sebab back pain mak tak kasi.

Friday, April 15, 2016

Are you a loser?


So today i had an interview session with boss. Which was supposed to be at 9.30am but idiot me thought it was scheduled at 11.30 am. There i was, sitting at the lobby playing games at 9.30+ (it was my meal break time btw), nampak boss nak pergi smoke pun boleh buat bodoh je. Zzzz.

Apologize to him, and the finally went to interview at 1.30 PM! Hahaha. Tu pun i was about to go on break for prayer. Haizz.

There are 2 vacancies atm in our team. And im one of the people who applied for it. Hence the interview. Interview went well, not that i really am looking forward to get that spot. More like i-want-to-get-the-hell-out-of-this-taking-calls environment. I explained honestly to him. Aside from experience, i really cant stand the volume of calls and how rude some users are. Being stupid in IT is fine, as long as youre not rude.

He explained the differences of current and the postion's jobscope to me, just to make it clear to what im going to face if he give me the spot. I told him that it's confusing bla bla bla, stressful, how i often cry when answering some of the calls etc etc. Macam eh ni interview ke one-to-one session ni lol

One piece of advice that he gave me was "the person who gets angry first, is the loser."

Am i? Hell yeahhhh whenever im with a rude user. And id always make sure  to win the fight. *tiup kuku*. To show that i am not a loser. Those users are.

Tapi certain calls nangis hahahah. I don't know. I need to give the answer to him this Monday. I'll think about it on sunday 😪

Being a grownup is sooooo borinnggggggg. Ngantuk bye.

Friday, April 1, 2016

2 years and counting shite the title is too cliché


Its 1st of April. Again. How time flies. 1st April is just another normal April's fool day for everyone else. But to me it's a different story. :)

Okay la okay la anniversary percintaan je takyah aaa nak :) :) bagai kakaka. Padahal kalau tak letak dalam calendar tak ingat. Sebab busy sangat stress kat office. As time passes by, you tend to forget all those small little things,  ucapan anniversary sekadar "Happy 2 years i lebiuuu berry much okay ada kerja ni."  Hoi STOP IT ME.

2 years je. Kata orang. To me its something big. Something that's worth to celebrate. Tbh i never thought we could go this far. Months away from our wedding day. Lots have happened in 2 years. Engagement, things that we fought/merajuk from simpe jealousy of chosing the iPhone 6 and DOTAAAAA over me, to things like tak jumpa kedai makan, from having to borrow mom's myvii to having our own beep2 (yeah we have a name for our car eheh) , from not having a stable job to have one now, from dating makan fancy2 to lepak mamak, from watching cinema at gsc to tgv sebab ada tgv member card , from nothing to something to everything really. (Chewah muntah sikit)

And ape kitorang buat untuk celebration? Sorang main dota, sorang beli makanan kucing. Hurmmm.

Few months left. Please pray for us, and me especially, so that i can fit in the baju kahwin ehehe. Berat woi 1kg baju tak tipu. K lah. What an awkward way to finish a suppose-to-be-sweet-ewwish kinda post.