Wednesday, September 19, 2018

Pengalaman Bersalin di PPUM

Hi.

Bosan bosan tadi saja baca blog sendiri balik, sekali tengok ada few comments pasal bersalin kat PPUM. Alang2 tu i cerita sekali la camne rasanya beranak kat PPUM. Izinkan aku menggunakan kata ganti nama diri I di post ini. gitchew.

Untuk tengok proses bersalin kat ppum, korang boleh baca dekat sini http://sweetscent92.blogspot.com/2018/01/pengalaman-bersalin-di-ppum.html. Sebab I dulu pun jenuh google process nak bersalin macam mana. so i hope it will be a useful guide for those yang nak try bersalin kat PPUM.

23 december pagi

mak dengan kakak i detect ada spotting dekat toilet atas malam tu. Which malam tu i sorang je yang guna toilet tu. Kakak i terus cakap kat mak i "Umi,ni spotting ni. Memang tanda nak bersalin dah ni." Tapi diorang decide untuk bagitau besok pagi. Mak i takut i cuak hahhaah.

Diorang taktau yang kul 3 pagi camtu I dah rasa contraction, tapi very mild punya and i didnt know it was a contraction at that time. Siap kejut husband gitau sakit. Biasa sakit2 gitu je. Tapi malam tu sakit betul. Tak expect pun nak beranak time tu . Dah la sebelum tidur sempat gossip dua2 orang. Rindu :')

Bila mak i dah gitau pasal spotting tu, i masuk toilet and yes memang nampak ada darah keluar.....omg neves mak. Sempat google jap perlu tunggu ke tidak kalau dah spotting gitu. Mostly suggest terus gi hospital. TAPI, kalau korang boleh tahan sakit,or tak sakit sangat, gi lambat2 pun takpe hahaha. Sebab tension je duduk lelama kat hospital tunggu bukaan okay. Dengan orang lain dok "sakit....sakit...". Malam tu aku join skali "sakit...sakit...."

Sampai PPUM, gitau ada spotting semua. Nurse dah cakap memang kena stay ward.  Check bukaan 2 cm. Terus masuk ward. Tak silap kat PPUM ward prenatal(before bersalin) is at 5th floor, ke 4th tah. Postnatal (lepas bersalin) kat 6th floor. Time check bukaan nurse dah tanya nak  pain killer tak? I cakap takyah time tu, sebab tak sakit sangat pun. more to nervous.

23 december malam

dah start rasa sakit. actually petang towards malam tu sakit tu dah ada. bertambah sakit bila parents dengan husband dah balik rumah. orang katil sebelah dah zikir2 dah. I mula2 zikir,lepastu dok sakit sakit. sorry ya kalau ada yang rasa cuak, its natural to feel the pain. Pain is good bak kata nurse sana. Katil sebelah kul 4 pagi dah gi masuk labor room.

24 december pagi

time ni tak tahan rasa sakit, mintak nurse nak pain killer. nurse suruh HO check bukaan, dah sorang kata 4 cm, sorang kata baru 2 cm. Dia kalau u dah 4 cm, memang diorang terus masuk labor room kalau kosong. anyway sebenarnya bukaan baru 2-3 cm camtu time tu. Pain killer tu nurse bagi lepas solat subuh. Time tu baru dapat rehat sikit and tidur. nyenyak ya kawan kawan. Pain killer ni kalau dah 4 cm dia tak bagi dah, sebab nanti tak rasa sakit nak beranak dah camne kau nak teran pulak kan.

24 december tengahari ke petang

tengahari husband datang, sakit dah start rasa balik. husband paksa makan kasi ada tenaga. wey, firstly i tak makan ikan. pastuuuu lauk tengahari tu ikan rebus ke singgang tah. kalau goreng mungkin ada rasa la sikit hahhaa. dah kena marah, makan la i dalam 2-3 suap camtu. pastu gi cuci muka. pastu sambung rasa sakit.

lepas asar, husband tengok i dah asyik sakit sakit, panggil nurse suruh check. tengok2 dah 4 cm. Nurse kata dah boleh ready ke labour room. Time tu sakit hilang sikit sebab baby dah nak keluar. Excited semacam sampai termuntah, iyek bau balik ikan yang makan 2-3 suap tadi tu.

Masuk labor room,i mintak nak solat zohor ngan asar jap. Zohor tu qadha sebab tak tahan sangat. Pas smayang, terbaring la tunggu. Pastu ada doktor tolong pecahkan air ketuban. Tunggu lagi bukaan.

24 december malam

i taktau semua sama ke tak, tapi orang cakap mostly first born dia cam lambat sikit bukaan tu. Cam i, sejam 1 cm tu bukak. Camno? Pengsan weh. tiap2 masa suruh diorang check bukaan. Sian HO yang jaga i tu kena panggil doktor je. Muka stress je hahahha. Tapi dia baik, time nak air dia datang.

TAPI time tengah2 sakit tu, i termuntah, tekan emergency button takde siapa pun datang okay. terkapai2 i dengan baju penuh muntah :(

Time tu baru tau muntah tu affect dari pain killer tadi. dengar nurse tu cakap.

25 december pagi

time ni tiber leh buat lawak tengah sakit2, "doktor baby i baby christmas :')". Bengong pastu sambung sedut gas yang kurangkan sakit tu. Long story short, bukaan 10 cm tu kul 2.30am+ camtu. Aku beranak pukul 3.20am. Time ni still dengan lawak baby christmas. Tak memasal doktor lagi satu cakap "jangan bid'ah sangat" in a funny way la tapi hahahhaa.


Tapi serious time baby keluar tak rasa apa, tau2 je dah letak atas dada. Siapa yang kata PPUM tak letak baby atas dada tu meh iolls tinju sikit. Tapi kejap je la, takde la berdakap dakapan. Sebab anak i lepastu masuk nicu, nafas laju sangat.


lama gak process lepas baby keluar tu nak ke wad. kena tunggu dalam setengah jam ke sejam jugak nak settle segala jahit and what not. HO yang tolong  tu i siap cakap "i hope you will become a good doctor in the future" sebab dia baik sangat. Siap akap "actually im not a doctor, im just a student"

sampai kat ward, finally boleh tengok phone, boleh baring normally. Tapi time tu tak ngantuk sangat. more to semangat nak gitau family and kawan2 yang kite dah beranak. hahaha. kul 5 lebih camtu baru tidur. baby kat nicu boleh la tidur.

esok tu dalam tengahari baru gi visit baby kat nicu. time tu awkward je nak pegang, tapi sayang tu sayang la dah nama pun anak sendiri hahahah. sehari setengah je dia kat nicu, lepastu masuk ward pediatric sebab kuning. Tidur situ satu malam and then pulanggg. and the pantang begins.... well maybe on another post hahahha.

sampai sini je la pegalamannya pendeknya. hahahah. panjang, panjang sangat kang. kat bawah ni summarize untuk service dsb:

nurse : 

kalau time antenatal checkup, nurse and staff garang sikit. garang banyak actually. tanya pun kena marah :( or maybe nurse sorang tu je kot

tapi nurse kat ward bersalin sangatttttttt lah baik. Alhamdulillah jumpa semua okay. Ada sorang tu siap bagi i biskut ngan buatkan air sebab lepas beranak tu i cakap "nurse saya lapar...."

checkup: 

checkup lama nak mampus. ni tak tipu. kira beruntung jugak i pergi time 8 months sebenarnya. takde la nak checkup banyak kali sangat kat ppum huahuahua. kalau checkup kat KK i loike. Tapi depends ok which KK. cam i KK Sungai Chua, bersih and tak pack serta laju.

pharmacy:

in case time checkup korang kena amik ubat, make sure to confirm with the pharmacist few times okay. cam nama you dah kena panggil ke belum, sebab i haritu tunggu ubat lama nak mampus. first pharmacist cakap tunggu nama kena panggil. pastu dia tukar shift. 2nd pharmacist tak cakap apa, dok panggil nama lain ulang2 kali. last2 i tanya dia suruh check nama i bila kena panggi, dia kata "oh ubat ni kita tak ada stock, kena gi farmasi luar."

eh kalau nampak orang tunggu lama boleh kot inform or tanya i tunggu apa ke apa. takde la bazir masa i tunggu and ended up ubat kena beli kat farmasi luar. farmasi luar tu memang la dalam ppum tu jugak tapi masa tu masa. smh.

kat situ siap ada notis kalau sesiapa tak sopan dengan staff akan dikenakan tindakan. habis kalau staff yang tak helpful dah camne lak tu? haish.

parking: 

kalau checkup please datang awal pagi sebab parking penuh. kalau nak terberanak berdoa lah untuk tak terberanak time visiting hour. sebab slalu parking penuh time visiting hour. cam husband i time hantar and balik je naik kereta, visit2 semua naik motor.

bayar2: 

untuk bayar2 siapa yang kerja gov boleh guna GL. tapi cost beranak je la GL tanggung, kalau cam i siap mintak vacuum bagai kena charge. maternity pads pun dia kira uolls. i suggest bawak sendiri maternity pads

toiletries: 

ni pun bawak sendiri. bukan swasta uolls nak sediakan semua. hahaha. pernah masuk ward kat Azzahrah dia sediakan semua, so time masuk PPUM bawak diri je la. Sekali terkapai kapai nak mandi kena tunggu husband datang bawak toiletries. XD


Gigih type blog ni dari kat ruang tamu ke dalam toilet, and now kat atas sejadah. Apa2 hal boleh leave a comment yaaa and i hope kalau i reply korang pun dapat notification ke apa lah.

Selamat bersalinnnn. Btw i beranak ni last year, 2017.


Monday, April 30, 2018

30/4/2018 - of baby and hair cut

hi yall.

Guess what? Im blogging from my phone just cause google is suddenly being extra secure that i am not able to login using my work device!! Damn it. I logged on fine before okay. Like last week, how come it is not working today. Tak feel langsung blogging pakai phone.

Okay, people say that when babies started goo-goo-gaa-gaa-ing  with their saliva, the mother’s haur will fall like crayyyzayyy. Yeah. Like i didnt even comb my hair, i just use my hand to straighten it, and all i get was a chunk of hair falling. I sat still while nursing my baby, hair falls down automatically.

I decided to find a hair salon, a muslimah one to be exact, to cut off my hair. Konon nak cuci sekali la, like a me time for me gitu. Tapi most of the services are priceyyy. Rm40-50 just for an effing haircut, are you kidding me yall muslimah hair salons?!!!

Then i remembered a small barber shop, that my siblings and i used to go back then when we were kids. Kedai tu serious kecik, belakang kedai sports toto pulak tu. If ur not a regular, u wont guess that there’s a barber shop near a sports toto kedai.

 Went there during lunch hour just now , said “i nak potong pendek tak mau ikat, tapi nak nampak perempuan la. Tak nak nampak macam lelaki.” Told here a little background story about why my hair is falling off like crazy. She immediately understood the situation and was able to relate with herself lol. Lepas less than 30 minutes, boom. Done. Just. Like. That.

How much did it cost? RM20! ONLY. Id definitely suggest it to everyone (who is not so cerewet lah).  Yall can whatsapp me and ill send you the secret location. I dont want to make it viral, hence writing about it here.

And no worries guys, i asked the amoi if she can not let any man comes in while i was there. She locked the door immediately. I know its best to find a muslimah barber, but what choice do i have. Gittewhhh. Mahal sangat. (Or maybe cause im saving for our family trip hence the cheap skate blood in me rises haaaha k not funny).

Guess thats about it. If youre reading this in the future Awatif, aside from you playing with you ayaq liur, please know that you were also pulling my hair every single time i dukung-ed you. (Sorry mak lemah english main campur je BM + past tense). Guess whose not gonna pull my hair  now hewhew.


Till then. Ta

Friday, April 27, 2018

27/04/2018

Hey.

Read on twitter about this old lady that was diagnosed with Alzheimer and forgets everyone, but felt safe whenever she's with her husband. SO, in case anything happens to me too, or before anything happens (Na'uzubillah), i decided to write at a least something everyday. Just like a recap of what happened on that day. Like what i had for lunch, traffic, what i heard on the radio, ya know, just random stuff.

I actually wanted to buy like a small diary, feeling2 tulis journal, and in the future anak cucu baca and be like "hey, look what i've found. nenek's journal of when she was young." although it might not be interesting to read, lol, but at least it shows that i was there, i did that on this day, i did this on that day.

Instead of buying a diary, i decided to just write it on this blog. which no one actually read it anymore. gotta admit blogger days are over. those blogs yang still hidup pun, adalah untuk review ads je. for money. so yeah. Tengok lah kalau rajin i belilah small diary and will write it every night before sleeping.

Oh wait, i cant write one yet. its only 1.16PM. the days hasnt finished yet. ok, gonna eat lunch. bye.

Sunday, January 7, 2018

Process Nak Booking Bersalin di PPUM

Hello and happy new year to those who actually reads my blog. which i dont think there is lol.

Masa mengandung haritu tak plan pun nak bersalin dekat PPUM. Mula mula memang fikir Hospital Kajang je sebab dekat dengan rumah, tapi sebab fikir nanti pantang, or if anything happens when my husband or mother in law is not around, maka terjadilah perancangan nak bersalin di PPUM. Sebabnya PPUM dekat dengan rumah mak sendiri, and rumah mak aku memang insyaAllah ada orang almost 24/7. Memang sebulan before due, dah terus duduk rumah mak. Ye lah mana tau keluar terlebih awal kan.

Aku cerita briefly la macam mana process dia. Biar senang korang nak baca nanti.


1. First visit pergi klinik bahagian O&G, kena tekan button nak daftar bersalin dulu. Memang ada specific button untuk daftar mengandung. Time aku pergi, aku tengah 8 months. Tu pun nurse tu kata dah kira lambat. First visit tu, dia akan set appointment untuk next(first) checkup + scan baby to make sure everything is okay.

2. lepas set appointment tu, pergi dekat bahagian scan, untuk set appointment apa tah. tak ingat time ni. Tapi takleh terus scan lah. 

3. Second time datang, ikut appointment yang dah set tu. Make sure pergi dulu dekat klinik O&G tu, tekan button A. Time ni serious bawak lah power bank, bawak lah buku kalau suka membaca, hatta Al-Quran pun boleh  untuk meningkatkan kesabaran menunggu. Lepas check darah and air kencing,  memang lama nak mamp tunggu lepastu wa cakap lu. Time ni jugak akan ada ibu2 yang kena panggil untuk pergi kelas penyusuan ibu dan anak. (took about 1 hour sebelum nama kena panggil). 

Kelas penyusuan ibu tu lebih kurang sejam. Lepastu, tunggu lagi kat luar untuk jumpa doktor. (took about another 1 hour plus to wait). Time ni jumpa doktor pun aku rasa azab jugak la. Dia nak masukkan data kite dalam system (ada darah tinggi or kencing manis tak, makan vitamin apa, bla bla bla). BOSAN SANGAT. Macam jawab yes no question. Some of the information needed are already in the pink book pun, but i guess they need to reconfirm everything with me kot. Sampai ada satu masa aku dah bengang sangat, dia tanya apa tah aku cakap tak tau. Lepastu dia boleh pun check dalam buku. heh. 

Overall, dari pukul 7.30+am aku pergi, sampai pukul 2,00pm baru habis. 

3. If everything is okay, next appointment kau dia setup sebulan lepas tu. 


Untuk sesiapa yang kerja governement (husband/wife),boleh sediakan Guarantee Letter (GL) lah. Kalau tak ada pun, rate bersalin dia okay la. Not as cheap as GH's, tapi not as expensive as hospital swasta jugak. Aku bersalin RM1k+ 300. RM1k tu boleh bayar pakai GL, tapi RM300+ kena bayar sendiri. Itu charge vacuum + pads + pampers.

Vacuum sebab baby besar susah keluar lol. Tu la time pregnant banyak makan manis hiks. Orang kata la baby besar sebab mak tak jaga makan sangat time pregnant.

Okay la nak mandikan anak. Mula2 sebenarnya nak cerita pengalaman beranak, tapi tu maybe some other time kot. hikhik. and maybe akan cerita jugak macam mana nurse dekat ward jaga okay ke idok dan sebagainya.

till then. bye.

Sunday, December 17, 2017

Pregnancy Journey

Hi....

Its been a long time since i last updated my blog. i almost forgot that i even private it due to some reason... excuse my rusty english lol.

Tajuk very the typical kan pregnancy journey gitu. Just wanted to blog about this so that i can remember how it feels like to be pregnant, in the future. and/or whether i should go through it over again or not in the future lol. jkjk.

First trimester - 

Okay. At first, i already suspected that i was pregnant.  i have always had my period on time every month. without fail. regularly. gitu. Tiba tiba at that time period lambat. Ada la keluar tapi sekejap je. After 2 days, dah tak ada apa2. So mandi wajib and buat aktiviti ibadah seperti biasa, gittohh. Lepas seminggu, i secretly bought a UPT and tested it myself. The result was negative. Not sure why but i was relieved at that time. Maybe risau tak puas enjoy kot.

Did some readings after that. Some say that youll have to wait for at least 2-3 weeks late before testing it. So i did, bought another UPT and waited for 2-3 weeks before testing it. TAPI, naluri tu dah ada. So the following week, masa tengah lunch, dah makan nasi ni boleh pulak teringin pasta, so beli pulak pasta and makan. Lepastu cakap dengan Nieda "beb jom gi Guardian. Aku rasa aku pregnant la. Nak beli test kit tu." Gigih naik uber pergi Guardian.

 Beli time tu yang tak payah tunggu pagi untuk test. Sebab UPT biasa disarankan untuk buat time pagi. Like you need to test it using the first pee of the day. I couldnt wait any longer. So i tested it straight away after returning back to office. As expected, the result was positive, Alhamdulillah :)

I couldnt stop smiling the whole day. Nieda expected it, but of course i wouldnt want her to be the first person to know about it. Of course husband kena tahu dulu! Lepas makan malam, this was our conversation:

Me : Nanti dalam hujung bulan 12 ada orang nak datang ziarah tau.

Him : Siapa?

Me : Ada la, dalam bulan 12 nak ke bulan 1 macam tu.

Him : Siapa? Bagitau la.

Me : Showed him my belly.

His first reaction was to tell Ibu, my MIL. I shhh-ed him at first. He already suspected it anyway. Lepas makan macam tu, baru boleh bagitau MIL. I was expecting him to cry or to be overjoyed with the news, hence the shhh-ing. Lepas bagitau MIL baru husband excited cakap "yeay nanti ada kawan kecik."

First trimester was a bit tough. Pagi gosok gigi muntah, malam lepas makan muntah. Memang nak makan asam asam je time tu. So meja aku ada asam tu lah, asam ni lah. Tapi Alhamdulillah dekat office tak ada muntah2 sangat.

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Second trimester-

Wohooo enjoyyyy. Pergi berjalan sana sini. Sampai ke JB pergi wedding Eija. Tidur hotel best. Penat pun tak rasa sangat. Lunch kalau teringin apa2 pergi carik. Tapi so far bila orang tanya ada craving apa2 tak, tak ada. Craving tu macam datang dan pergi. Cuma ada la satu masa tu teringin sangat nak roti canai dekat specific kedai kat Simpang Balak tu, but husband was on fever att and wouldnt buy it for me. So i drove myself and bought it, sambil nangis2 ni sebab kecik hati. LOLLL.

At second trimester, dah nampak sikit baby bump. Rasa beza lemak (lembik) and baby bump (keras). Also, at this stage is where you will feel the movement of the baby. I first felt it while at office. Time tu nak solat asar, baring kejap. Sekali rasa "DUP." Time tu ingatkan masuk angin ke apa. Rupanya it was my baby, kicking and doing his/her thing :')

Also, we knew our baby's gender at the age of 25 weeks if im not mistaken. :)

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we did most of our shopping during my late 2nd trimester to early 3rd trimester. Most of the baby shopping was done by my husband. Dia punya excited tu, hanya Tuhan yang tahu. hahahha. Tapi its okay hes excited daripada tak ada rasa apa apa langsung. :)

and, mostly beli barang baby online. Dah hujung2 nak masuk third trimester baru beli dekat kedai baby. Kitorang prefer Aeon Midvalley. Sebab nak masuk mother care bagai idok le temannn.

Third trimester-

Sikit sikit sakit tu datang, sakit ni datang. Sakit pinggang. Tapi Alhamdulillah towards the end jugak lah sakit tu datang. Certain orang awal2 dah sakit pinggang, macam aku hujung2 nak dekat due date ni sakit datang. Air ketuban kurang sampai kena warded. Sampai la ni, at 38 weeks belum bersalin lagi.

Also, time third trimester ni boleh la pergi antenatal class. Ada yang free and ada yang berbayar. We went to Hospital Pakar An-Nur punya antenatal class. RM150 per couple. You can just message them on facebook. Cause kalau call pun, dia akan suruh PM facebook. Tapi sebenarnya, apa yang dia ajar, semua ada dalam buku pink checkup pregnancy tu. kalau bukak buku dekat Klinik Kesihatan la. Kalau swasta tak pasti.

Andddd dah hujung2 pregnancy ni, banyak pulak barang sampai kat rumah. Emmm rupanya ada orang beli mainan sebab tengah sale. Tau2 je, "nanti ada barang sampai bagitau ya." Haiyoh husband very the excited. Nasib baik dia pandai kemas so im okay with it. As long as he's happy and excited its fine. heheh.


I think thats about it. Phewh. Please pray por meeee. May Allah ease this journey and my labour process. Serem oi.

Me RN. [image source]

Will un-private this blog back.. sooner or later. lol.

Saturday, August 26, 2017

one hella week

Hi.

Last week was very tough. I've been busy from weekend to weekdays. Whatsapp duk ting ting ting user complain application asyik "HENG". Rasa nak tampor je dah la complain eja tak betul. *rolling eyes*

So sepanjang minggu busy backup data and tengok whatsapp (yeeeee supporting them through whatsapp wehh. so annoying kan?!). To top it off, i had to continue work even after office hours at home. Which made me and hubs argue a bit.

Then Thursday was supposed to be an OKAY day. I managed to backup most of the users' data, AND release a new version app to fix the bloody issue they complained about. I even saved money on lunch by having free nasi lemak from the training that i ponteng (i pergi sehari je sebab lepastu busy busy busy. i dont have shit load of time to learn UI/UX while everyone is complaining about the app).

BUT. Masa malam lepas balik dari kerja, aku baru sedar yang wallet tak ada masa nak pergi drive through McD dengan husband. SCARY AF. Dah la wallet tu hadiah birthday dari husband T___T
Sedih lagi satu sebab kena marah sebab clumsy.

Jumaat pagi pagi dah pergi office carik wallet dalam locker. Dekat kerusi, dalam beg, memang tak ada. Dah expect tak ada sebab hari khamis tu memang takde keluarkan wallet langsung. Sebab sampai sampai office dah  busy. Pergi balik Petron sebelah office check ada tak orang report wallet hilang, check dekat guard office, dekat parking management, semua tak ada.

Last last call mak, kena marah lagi satu round sebab mak aku lagi la banyak kali warning suruh jaga wallet dengan phone elok2. sebab aku jenis bawak wallet dengan phone pegang kat tangan. Tapi she did teman me to lodge a police report, pergi JPN, pergi JPJ pergi maybank and bank islam. dari nangis sampai dah boleh gelak la finally.

Saddest part is that i regret not taking any photo of that wallet. T___T. Plus dalam tu ada gambar abah and gambar husband time sekolah muka jambu. T__T. Sekarang muka dah tak jambu. wuwuwu.

link

Tengok lah, gambar pun ambik dari website charles and keith. SEDIH SANGAT TAU. You can take all the money, all the cards. Just give me back my wallet and the pics inside. Oh and buku derma darah tu sekali kalau boleh. Dalam tu ada business card i, boleh hantar kat office camtu je letak je depan pintu pun takpe , janji sampai balik T_T

Bought a new wallet today and a sling bag, tapi dah nangis setiap kali terfikir nak pakai wallet baru. Sebab sentimental value dah tak ada. :'(

Now im waiting for my husband to buy me a new one and i'll promise myself not to be careless anymore. Sekarang nak keluar kereta , masuk kereta mesti check wallet dengan phone. Dulu selalu macam marah jugak husband kelam kabut nak double triple check wallet kalau gi memana. Padan muka.

BTW IT WAS A BIRTHDAY GIFT. adakah akak perlu menunggu tahun depan untuk dapat wallet baru? Hurmmm *garu garu dagu*

Saturday, July 22, 2017

1 year

Hi

Its gonna be a very simple post, which no ones gonna ready anyway. hahaha. its my first everrrr wedding anniversary yeayyy.

guess what im doing rn? just finished lipat kain seminggu, and home alone rn. hubs is outstation for work. sobs. writing this post while listening to Dayang Nurfaizah's Lelaki Teragung.



Kau lah~ kekasih di dunia~ dan di syurga. kekeke. not good at writing long ass cheesy stuff, so, Happy Anniversary to both of us!

cepat balik and celebrate sesama <3 p="">

Tetiba emotional. dah lah bye. T___T