random #2

Kalau awak jenis yang tak tidur malam macam saya (kadang kadang), awak pasti akan dengar macam macam bunyik. K tipu. Saya buat kerja dengar lagu. Kalau awak duduk sensorang tak tau lah cemane kan. Macam saya duduk bertiga, so paling paling dalam lingkungan 12 ke 6 pagi tu, pasti dengan sepasti pasti nya akan dengar orang mengigau. Tak payah cakap siapa lah. Sebab saya sendiri pun mengigau kalau room mate saya pulak yang tak tidur malam. kakakaka. tak kelakar pun.

Bila dengar orang mengigau ni best kadang kadang. Nak tergelak pun ada. Selalu la jugak tergelak. Masa sekolah rendah ke menengah tah, orang cakap kalau orang mengigau, tarik ibu jari kaki dia, tanya soalan. Nanti dia jawab.

 Itu penipuan yang nyata ok. Saya pernah buat masa kawan saya mengigau , sambil picit ibu jari kaki, tanya "kau suka siapa? kau suka ***** tak?". Dia jawab , "aku tak mengigau lah, aku dah bangun."

K.

Cepat lah azan subuh berkumandang, nanti kalau tertidur barai subuh saya. Subuh gajah la jawabnya.

Dah la bye. *pakai telekung* *bentang sejadah*.

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am i with the right person?

AM I WITH THE RIGHT PARTNER?

During a seminar, a woman asked,” How do I know if I am with the right person?”

The author then noticed that there was a large man sitting next to her so he said, “It depends. Is that your partner?” In all seriousness, she answered “How do you know?” Let me answer this question because the chances are good that it’s weighing on your mind replied the author.

Here’s the answer…

Every relationship has a cycle… In the beginning; you fall in love with your partner. You anticipate their calls, want their touch, and like their idiosyncrasies. Falling in love wasn’t hard. In fact, it was a completely natural and spontaneous experience. You didn’t have to DO anything. That’s why it’s called “falling” in love.

People in love sometimes say, “I was swept of my feet.”Picture the expression. It implies that you were just standing there; doing nothing, and then something happened TO YOU.

Falling in love is a passive and spontaneous experience. But after a few months or years of being together, the euphoria of love fades. It’s a natural cycle of EVERY relationship.

Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at all), touch is not always welcome (when it happens), and your spouse’s idiosyncrasies, instead of being cute, drive you nuts. The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship; you will notice a dramatic difference between the initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angry subsequent stage.

At this point, you and/or your partner might start asking, “Am I with the right person?” And as you reflect on the euphoria of the love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someone else. This is when relationships breakdown.

The key to succeeding in a relationship is not finding the right person; it’s learning to love the person you found.

People blame their partners for their unhappiness and look outside for fulfillment. Extramarital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes.

Infidelity is the most common. But sometimes people turn to work, a hobby, friendship, excessive TV, or abusive substances. But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your relationship. It lies within it.

I’m not saying that you couldn’t fall in love with someone else. You could. And TEMPORARILY you’d feel better. But you’d be in the same situation a few years later.

Because:

The key to succeeding in a Relationship is not finding the right person; it’s learning to love the Person you found.

SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. You have to work on it day in and day out. It takes time, effort, and energy. And most importantly, it demands WISDOM. You have to know WHAT TO DO to make it work. Make no mistake about it.

Love is NOT a mystery. There are specific things you can do (with or without your partner), Just as there are physical laws Of the universe (such as gravity), there are also laws for relationships. If you know how to apply these laws, the results are predictable.

Love is therefore a “decision”. Not just a feeling.

Remember this always: God determines who walks into your life. It is up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let GO..

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of course, im not that good in eglish to wrote this post. copied it from Dr. Harlina 's blog. Rajin kan kita baca pasal mommyhood? kakaka. tak la sebab anak dia comel.

guess i wasnt ready enough for a relationship before. kot. i dont know. this post just makes sense. walaupun im not in any special relationship right now. oh well whatever. better enjoy my single life with family and friends first. less stress, less painful. yeah XD

ok tipu. i kinda miss my ex sometimes.


dah la bye.

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Comel

Sebab tak subscribe internet, sebab connectify hang, sebab malas nak restart laptop sebab nanti lama sebab laptop kita pun dah lama tak service nak carik yang free of charge memang tak ada, so tak boleh nak share kat instagram, sebab tu share kat sini je.

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and finding that special person who would accept you for who you are.

and finding that special person who would change you to be a better person.

feuwit kemain . kakaka (adding a 'kakaka' so it would look less serious)

dah la bye.

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Ponteng kelas

Pagi tadi, lecturer tanya "kita dah belajar sampai topik mana ya?"

Aku pun dengan perlahan sebut topik yang di tandakan kat kertas slide. Lepastu dah lebih 5 minit lecturer tu mengajar, dia kata

"Eh saya dah ajar kan topik ni dekat kelas lecture?"

orang lain jawab "aah dah belajar dah ni."

"Tu la saya pelik awak dok tengok je saya ajar, padahal dah belajar dah ni kan.?"





Lain kali kalau ponteng kelas jangan jawab soalan dah belajar sampai topik mana. Kakaka. By the way tak ada lah ponteng, tak datang sebab senggugut okay. Ok tak. Dah elok sikit dah tapi dikhuatiri ianya akan kembali ketika di dalam kelas, so, gua pun decide pergi cafe beli makanan instead of pergi kelas.

K bangang betei. kakaka .

Dah la bye.

Lift

situasi ni selalu berlaku time aku tengah penat nak cepat cepat sampai bilik. Yang bulat bulat kaler oren biru kuning hijau tu manusia manusia yang jauhhhhhhhhh lagi dari lift tapi jerit tunggu, nak suruh orang tahan lift. Lepastu jalan kemain lambat lagi. Yang pink tu tak payah cakap, pink tu melambangkan kelembutan, kesopanan dan kesusilaan. kakaka mari, kita muntah bersama sekarang. 

Pernah sekali tu baru balik dari dobi, penat penat ni nak cepat sampai bilik, ada budak budak baru balik dari kelas jerit, "tunggu, tunggu, tunggu!" . amboi berlagu lagu tau 'tunggu' dia tu. gaya kanak kanak riang la kononnya. Lepastu masuk lift, ternampak senyum sinis secara tak sengaja terpancar kat muka aku, dia cakap "sorry to say lah ye." aah kejadah sorry to say tetiba gilaaaa? 

kalau dah nak dekat sampai kat lift tu nak suruh tunggu boleh la ya. ini jauh 500 meter tu siap boleh berenti beli air tin kat vending machine tu, takyah la suruh tunggu. Jangan jangan kalau kat hotel pun kau jerit tunggu banyak banyak kali dari lobby ke lift tak?

K over.

Dah la bye.

Sembahyang subuh

Semalam ada program forum bertajuk "Salahkah aku bercinta" tajuk dia. Kat mana lagi kalau bukan kat kolej kesayangan ramai pelajarnya itu. Ala kolej yang ada Pakgad suka rampas kad matrik orang sebab dia tengok seluar kita ketat padahal tak pun tu. Ok enough.

Sebagai seorang rakan yang baik hati, aku pun pergi la program tu. sebab Bee jadi AJK. kira support kawan gittew. kakaka. Yang jadi moderator nya Fedtri Yahya, yang bagi forumnya Puan Isfadiah dengan Ustaz Haslin.

That's not the main point. Semalam dia cakap kalau nak carik calon carik yang;

 1. sembahyang subuh - setel subuh, setel solat 5 waktu yang lain.
 2. hubungan dengan mak bapak
 3. hubungan dengan adik beradik.

abaikan yang no 2 dan 3, tapi no 1 tu. Hmmm . kita sendiri kengkadang subuh gajah zirafah bagai tau. Hmmm.

Tu je nak cakap. Oh btw semalam fedtri yahya ada cakap "perempuan ni kalau dia dah bagi pegang tangan dia, nak buat ape pun lepastu senang je dapat."

emm, kbai.

i was stunned by that statement. its true though. maybe at first you'll be like eh okay no touching touching. islamic gittew. but once you started holding hands, things become more and more.........i dont know how to explain this. but im sure not only me (ke I eh?)  have experienced those kinda things/feelings kan. 

 lepastu tadi tengok primadona kejap. HAD to watch it okay, because my sisters were watching it, so i had to. Profesor tu cakap sometimes Allah pisahkan kita dengan pasangan sebab sayang kat manusia melebihi sayang kat Allah. tuddiah ustazah Aliah Wafa dah mai dah. Lagi sekali, betul.

now i can finally look at our break up from the positive side. we never know when we're gonna die, there're a lot of things to achieve in life before going to the next phase of life (marriage). bayangkan time tengah nak mati tetiba time tu kau tengah buat ape entah dalam kereta pukul 10 lebih lepas balik makan depan rumah jiran kau kan, alih alih malaikat maut get ready kat sebelah. tak naya tu? eh macam terasa pedas ah pulak.


oh of course im gonna hide all these babbling, first sebab beroken inggelish, kakaka. second, who would want to read it anyway. 

Lemas di Sungai XX

Hai.

Nak tau takkk, this is the first time i chose work over holidays yooo. serius tak tipu. OK. by the way, hari ni saya telah pergi mendaki Bukit Broga untuk kali kedua. and for the last time i guess. hahaha. seriously stuffs like that are just not my thing. ceywah. kakaka

oh bukan nak cerita pasal pergi mendaki sebenarnya. nak cerita pasal. hmmmmm. lemas.

gua first time kot rasa cemane lemas betul betul. selama ni tengok kat tv je. so cerita dia bermula dengan couple dua orang yang khusyuk berpeluk di atas batu di sungai XX tadi. we were all like "apehal tu? jom kacau port depa, depan tu kosong kot boleh mandi situ." "haah, nak macam tu buat la kat rumah.". "tah, public kot."

pendek cerita,

masa nak turun kat port depan batu tu, aku yang bijak bestari cemerlang gemilang terbilang ni kengkonon nak naik pijak kat batu, walaupun telah di warning oleh Kak Muina supaya hati hati sebab situ licin, air dalam, dan arus yang laju.

and it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it im just sorry you were there , japs. ter rap mocking bird pulak. kakaka. k tak kelakar pun sebenarnya.

pendek cerita lagi, kaki aku tersangkut batu. lepastu tertenggelam kat celah2 batu tu. and air dalam k. Serius takuttttt. i thought i was gonna dieeee. Tangan aku gapai gapai nak keluar dari situ, tapi kaki tersekat kat batu.

Lepastu rasa ada orang tolong tarik tangan aku. Time tu memang nak habis nafas dah rasanya. malu ittew tudung dah sampai kebelakang dah. keluar je dari air aku macam orang gila tarik nafas.

Oh yang tolong tarik tangan aku couple yang berpeluk tu. Lepastu cakap terima kasih, semua berkumpul (kami berempat) , "agaknya ni balasan kita pikir bukan2 kat diorang." "Tu la Tuhan nak tunjuk jangan buruk sangka." "Maybe dia dah kahwin kot."

lebih kurang macam ni. tapi lagi menakutkan. [link]

Few moments later "eh bila nak habis berpeluk?" "Maybe dah kahwin kot."(kata budak lemas sebab serba salah orang dah selamatkan nak banyak bunyik pulak). "akak rasa orang dah kahwin tak buat camni. buat la kat rumah."


so now i know how it feels like to be on the verge of death. K poyo. Serious trauma. Lepas ni taknak mandi sungai dah. Nak mandi swimming pool tempat budak budak je.

on our way up. hampir give up.

Alhamdulillah the weather was nice just now. mihihi

Excited. Macam biasa la hasnah kan.

Tiru gaya kak syida sebenarnya.

Dengan bee! Housemate since foundation :)

terpaksa suruh orang tangkapkan. kesian kak muina cramp tak dapat naik :(

sampai kat puncak! hewhewhew. K tipu je sebenarnya diri atas batu je. 

"Atas tu bukit bukit ape eh?" Bukit Bendera. "Oh ye ke?" Bukit Bendera kat  Penang lah. 

"Ni serai kan?" Katanya Senah.

Ah gambar kat Sungai XX tak ada. Ada kat phone water proof orang lain. Phone gua tak water proof k. Kalau water proof boleh self capture muka sendiri time lemas tadi. K tak lawak.

Dah la bye.

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random #1

imagine having classes at 5 pm . everyday. yes. from monday to friday. i hate this semester's time table. cant wait for our semester break's cuti cuti malaysia. yeayy. (sentiasa fikir sampai on the way nak pergi kelas terfikir nak kena beli sneakers tak? ke pakai sport shoes tu je. ke cemane?)

things that keep bothering me day by day is FYP . yes. FYP. first draft final exam punya jadual dah keluar. and here i am, still doing chapter 2. hmmmmm.

eh kenapa kita post kat sini ni? kakaka. sebab bosan. dah la bye. kelas hoi. pukul 5. ish. pukul kang.

dah la bye.

8:70

orang kata sabar tu salah satu cara Allah nak up level kita. bukan orang kata ah, orang share. i dont know if i were able to go through all those hardships without Him.

orang kata, eh salah, orang share gambar kat fb cakap, kalau syaitan punya request nak hidup sampai kiamat pun Allah tunaikan, ni kan kita manusia biasa. What if my request(s) is/are abit childish. like im hoping that something special wont happen between person A and person B. is that acceptable? im not questioning His power and all. im just asking out of curiosity. tapi jawapannya, Allah je la yang tau. who am i anyway to question things like that to Him.

anyway tadi ada baca terjemahan surah Al-anfal ayat 70; this is the translation of the ayat,

"Wahai Nabi, katakanlah kepada orang-orang tawanan yang ada dalam tangan kamu: Jika Allah mengetahui ada kebaikan (iman) dalam hati kamu, nescaya Dia akan memberi kepada kamu (balasan) yang lebih baik daripada (harta benda penebus diri) yang telah diambil dari kamu dan Dia akan mengampunkan dosa kamu; kerana Allah Maha Pengampun, lagi maha Mengasihani."

"O Prophet! Say unto those captives who are in your hands: If Allah knoweth any good in your hearts He will give you better than that which hath been taken from you, and will forgive you. Lo! Allah is Forgiving, Merciful."

banyak lagi. tapi ni impact dia macam kuat sikit time baca tadi. i cant type anymore.

Dah la bye.

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