Random nombor i dont know i lost count okay malas nak check sebenarnya

hello.

so cerita pomen dekat facebook ni dah jadi viral nak dekat seminggu ke dua minggu and aku sekarang baru nak bukak sebab busy. Busy apa? Busy main minion rush puaka tu la harom betul asal update habis memory phone aku tu.

Anyway, aku tak tertarik sangat pun dengan cerita tu sebab rasanya bukan cerita sebenar, sekadar renungan. Eh tapi taktau la kot cerita betul. Aku just tertarik kat ayat last dia tu je ;

 Allah tidak pernah menemukan kita dengan orang yang salah melainkan untuk hikmah. Kita saja yang selalu salah buat pilihan.

Bak kata pepatah famous omputih, dont be sad its over, be glad it happened. gittew hihi. at least i've learnt something. i guess. 

One thing for sure, things have gotten a lot better now. God took one person off my life and sent me another 10 crazy happening funny understanding positive gila gila pengantin remaja (not literally 10 person) to cheer me up. Hihi.

Dah la ngantuk nak tidoq. (hakikatnya aku baru lepas bukak satu tab lain). I love you you you you you you and you and you and you and you. (family, friends, you <3>

Hikhik byebye.

Thank You

Hai.

" When your first love ends, insecurities are abound. Are you undesirable? Think you have a bad personality? Though none of those are true. The truth remains that you weren’t good enough for that person to love you any longer. Regardless, there’s a reason this love is called your first love — not your last. So, here’s to the second loves. That’s right; second loves really get the shaft when it comes to getting due credit in our romantic timelines. Cheers to them, though, because the second loves are the ones who really matter, even more so than the first.Your second love is the one who came along and saved your heart after it was smashed. After you lost your doe-eyed innocence and wised up to the perils of love, good ole love number two was there. When you thought you were tragically imperfect, impossible and perhaps, unloveable, your second love gave you the opportunity to love and be loved once more. "

Read the full article here.

No no its not someone's birthday ke apa. I just feel like posting this. I am truly greatful and blessed to have you in my life. Though none of us can guarantee if we could make it together to the next stage, but still, i am able to be happy again. Thank you for that. 

Damn it, i should save this for your birthday. ciskek. Oh takpe boleh repost nanti lepastu tambah gambar je hikhik. 

bye.

KOMPLEN JE KERJA

hai.

bye.

back then before being in a relationship and going through break up, i always thought its annoying to see people posting things like, "Cinta  Allah dan Rasul yang kekal." I always be like "hek eleh tu la time bercinta kemain post 24 jam gambar boyfriend, dah clash kemain." i even updated a status about it, (psst, many people liked that status. saje je :P) . But seriously, who the hell likes to see their news feed flooding with pictures of other ppl's bf'gf? pfft. Satu dua is okay la tapi kalau tetiap hari thobi'at (tabiat) apakah itu?

Now that i've experienced it myself.....hmmm. things that you said will always get back to you. Its kinda like a test from God . Ada baca kat mana tah. Macam kita tegur orang, nak tengok kita buat ke tak lepas tu. Tapiiiii, i dont post things like that on facebook or twitter okay. i just retweet or favourite tweets like that. Tapi tapi tapi tapi lagi i never posted a single picture of my ex when i was in a relationship. 

Another thing that is annoying is when single people tweet things like "forever alone :(. YOLO". F that shit. mak bapak ada lagi, adik beradik ada, kawan kawan ada nak forever alone, aku sappak (baca dengan nada menekan) kejap lagi kang. Ye ye saya tau tak sama rasanya tapi takyah mengada sangat. (cakap kat diri sendiri nampak~)

Ah enough is enough. stop complaining about other people . (talking to the moon myself). Tu kena tinggal tu banyak komplen agaknya. kahkah. K sedih ah bye lah.

p/s : kalau awak rasa sedih or tak sedap hati solat la sunat dua rakaat lepastu doa bebanyak. (itu pun kalau awak bukan cengkerik la, tapi kalau awak praying mantis takpe) get the joke? ok tak kelakar bye ah.

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Paranoid

Tak, ini bukan nak cerita pasal lagu paranoid android , paranoid, paranoia dan sewaktu dengannya ke ape. Maksud paranoid yang aku jumpa kat Wiki Indonesia , aku ambil yang paling pendek je lah tapi, Sedang dalam kamus Webster, paranoia didefinisikan sebagai gangguan mental yang ditandai dengan kecurigaan yang tidak rasional/logis. Or ada lagi satu definition dia ,  Paranoid individuals are eager observers. They think they are in danger and look for signs and threats of that danger, potentially not appreciating other evidence.^{[1] (K nampak sangat copy paste je teruih).}

Ok yang lain lain kau boleh tengok sendiri kat sini and sini. Kalau tak puas hati lagi boleh tengok kat sini and carik sendiri. 

But you can trust cats. and dogs. Cause they're cute! K takde kaitan. [link]

Aku tak ada lah paranoid gila babe . eceh kekaver pulak nak cakap oink oink eja babe, dia ingat orang tak tau dia nak cakap bi ey bi ai, (sila eja). Benda benda yang aku rasa kadang kadang cam aku ni paranoid (HAHA).

1) Dalam toilet ada lubang kecik2, aku selalu fikir ada camera kat dalam tu. 

2) Masa dalam toilet ada serangga, pun aku fikir ada camera sebenarnya kat mata serangga tu. 

Heharap Malaysia tak ada benda ni. Ok la Kolej XX (kolej gua) and kat PJ heharap takde bendalah ni. [link]

3) Kalau ada suka someone, usha usha fb or twitter, nampak perempuan, terus assume tu awek or ada crush kat someone tu. (japs ni semua perempuan (most of us) pun sama khenzzz) 

Oh tapi kita ada fb time 2009. Hewhew

4) Kat dalam fitting room, nak test baju, selalu bayangkan belakang cermin tu ada orang lain boleh nampak. Macam kat tempat polis siasat orang tu.

5) Kalau kat hotel, ada cermin besar, or lubang kat ceiling, tengok banyak kali kot kot ada hidden camera.

Tak faham kenapa cermin hotel kena besar besar. [link]

6) Malam malam tidur tak pandang tingkap sebab.............*insert bunyik pintu (padahal tingkap tu)*.

7) Tengah lepak dalam bilik, bunyik orang pijak something kat luar bilik, assume ada orang intai. (ini half betul, half lagi either kucing or tikus yang pijak. amboi beratnya tikus)

8) Tengah drive, mesti bayangkan kereta belakang cakap "eh lambat gila kereta depan ni." So aku pun akan speed terus. K ni paranoid ke?

Dah ah. Penat ah. Paranoid ni akan leads to insecure, and insecurity akan leads to many negative things. Tu yang aku belajar la dari pengalaman. gittewwwww. kahkahkah. Tapi tengok jugak lah, ada benda baik. Agak agak ah sebab taknak rasa insecure sangat biar tingkap bilik terbukak, konon takde pape jadi. K takde kaitan. 

Dah ah bye. People dont really read long posts like this. hahah. Mesti orang akan baca caption kat gambar je . (kalau ada orang baca la).

Dah ah bye. Again.

Wouldnt It be nice

hai.

tak bukan baru tengok 50 first dates. tapi bubble boy. 

dah la bye. 

tapi 50 first dates yang perempuan memory dia boleh tahan sehari je tu kan? k sedih . k tak ingat sangat sebenarnya.

k dah bye ah. 

telur ikan atas sushi

Tadi kitorang pergi makan sushi. Lepastu adik aku tanya soalan pelik.

Adik : Cik kenapa telur ikan warna oren?

aku  : Sebab dia makan buah oren. Tuan dia bagi makan.

Adik : ye ke? tak percaya la. *gelak*

Aku  : ye betul, tak percaya pulak.

Adik : habis kalau yang warna hijau?

Aku  : Dia makan epal. Tak caye tanya Yong (kakak 1)

Adik : Yong betul ke?

Yong : Betul la tu. *muka serious*

Adik : Habis kalau warna hitam telur dia tu?

Yoi  : Yang tu tuan dia bagi makan anggur. (adik 1)

Aku  : Tak ah, yang tu tuan dia bagi makan blackberry.

Adik aku dah confuse nak percaya taknak percaya sebab semua orang buat muka serious. Dia nak tanya cikgu sains dia. Balik rumah tanya mak aku pulak.

[link]

Adik : Umi betul ke telur ikan warna oren sebab dia makan buah oren?

Umi  : Sebab dia makan kunyit.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Tak sangka semua orang memberikan kerjasama yang bagus. Sebab biasa buat kerja kerja menipu benda tak bebrfaedah kat adik adik aku ni kerja aku. kahkah

Dah ah bye. 

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Hujan

kat luar tengah hujan sekarang. gila dum dam dum dam petir tadi. Siap dengan kilat. Aku memang suka gila hujan sejak dari kecil. Waktu paling best hujan of course waktu pagi. Bila kau bangun, rasa cam sejukkk je. Lepastu dah sejuk, cuti pulak takde kelas, memang tarik selimut la cerita dia. 

Tu je nak cakap. Lagu takde kaitan pun. Eh ada kaitan! Sebab biasa kalau hujan, ada je orang akan tweet, "hujan yang turun, bagaikan mutiara~" . Itu je pun kan yang korang tau kan? kahkahkah. Aku pun. 

Dah ah bye. 

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sesat

Sekarang aku dah faham macam mana perasaan driver bila sesat jalan lepastu passenger sebelah dia bangang tak reti tengok map. Nasib baik Senah reti tengok map dan dia tak menggelabah macam aku. kahkah. K tak lawak pun sebenarnya sesat jalan. Tapi bila sesat, bagusnya next time kalau lalu jalan tu, dah tau jalan yang betul. Untuk orang kurang ingatan bab2 jalan cam aku ni, still kena guna GPS lah kot.

K lah dah ah bye.

Oh dan please, sesiapa yang menang kat Bangi nanti tolong ah turap jalan! Nak gila rasa dah la kereta kecil enjin rendah, dup dap dup dap je bila dia bergesel dengan jalan tar tau. hmph!

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random #6

hai. sekarang tengah short sem dan aku sangat bosan. kelas pukul 2 dan sekarang baru pukul 10.40. sumpah bosan. sepatutnya waktu waktu cenggini aku pergi BPA ke apply sticker kereta, or pergi library carik journal untuk FYP, or pergi cafe beli breakfast, or pergi basuh baju, or buat benda lain yang berfaedah.

tapi prinsip aku satu, ya'ni aku takkan keluar bilik selagi tak ada kelas. Dalam erti kata lain pemalas. Dalam erti kata yang sedap sikit lagi prefer duduk bilik kalau takde pape nak buat. Nak keluar bukan ada duit sangat, dan bukan ada kereta sangat.

Nak basuh baju, baju tak penuh bakul lagi, nanti membazir RM2.00 sekali basuh.

Nak pergi cafe beli breakfast, takpe biskut ada dan air kotak.

ok random yang bosan. bila entah post aku tak bosan.

btw aku ada theory baru. menyanyi kuat kuat boleh hilangkan senggugut. tak hilangkan pun boleh mengurangkan rasa tu. agaknya la.

dah la bye.

Cita-cita

Masa tadika dan sekolah rendah, tak pernah tau maksud cita cita. Time tu yang tau nak jadi macam parents, cikgu dan pensyarah. asal cita cita je, cikgu/pensyarah. Masuk sekolah menengah, lagi haru. Taktau nak decide nak jadi apa. Masa masuk alam universiti, ingatkan dah tak ada orang nak tanya cita cita, lecturer ada jugak yang rajin tanya cita cita. So, sebagai seorang profesional (lah sangat), aku akan tulis "nak jadi orang yang berguna dunia akhirat." kira macam its another version of i-still-dont-know-what-my-cita cita-is-so-please-stop-asking-this-kind-of-question-anymore-k-thanks-bye.

Tapi tiba tiba time sembahyang asar tadi, (yes ideas selalu datang time aku tengah solat. syaitan betul syaitan kacau time tengah sembahyang), aku rasa aku nak jadi penulis. bila fikir balik, i've been 'blogging' since i was 13 weh. its called diary back then. ceywah. aku ada banyak gila diary dari form 1 sampai form berapa tah. bila baca balik macam hare. perangai mencarut dah di developed dari kecil. tsk tsk tsk.

lepas form 5, aku start online diary. ok blogging. poyo je. of course, dah biasa tulis diary pasal personal life, emosi memanjang. kahkah. ejaan pun budak budak lagi. a lot of shortforms. "japg, hr tu, dyorang, bla bla bla,rse". lepastu, after going through many things in life, gaya penulisan berubah. sedikit demi sedikit. carutan berkurang. ejaan dibetulkan, rakyat didahulukan. eh.

sebenarnya nak cakap asal aku tak terpikir nak ambik course yang berkaitan dengan writing ke ape ke dulu eh? k takpe la ambil networking tak semestinya tak boleh nak jadi writer. tapi taknak jadi writer berita. nanti kena tulis benda fitnah je manjang. eh lagi. 

lagipun kalau aku jadi writer siapa je nak baca penulisan aku? of course sendiri je yang baca. kahkahkah. dah la tak kelakar ah umur nak masuk 21 baru tau nak jadi apa. 

dah la bye.

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Mendownload

Selama 3 hari di Pulau Pinang, aku terpaksa dengar sekali radio yang diorang dengar. Aku ni jenis yang tak dengar radio. Dengar lagu kalau tiba tiba terdengar, lepastu rasa sedap, download. Dah bertahun tak dengar radio kot. So kalau lagu baru memang aku akan tau 2 3 tahun kemudian. kakaka.

so ada lah 2 lagu yang aku rasa interesting. lagi satu lagu indonesia. taknak letak sini. sebab cam gefelifi je. so biarlah rahsia. kakaka.

oh sepanjang naik kereta kat Penang, aku paling tak suka lagu bo bo bo san sebab annoying gila lyrics bla bla bla tu rasa nak lempang dengar. tapi satu kereta menyanyi kot. lagi satu lagu apo kono eh jang tu. grhahhhhhh.

Dah la bye. Penang best gila oi. 

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Voucher Buku

Pagi tadi masa tengah makan, sekali abah panggil. Maka berlakulah perbualan di bawah. Ceywah macam dalam buku teks bahasa arab sekolah menengah dahulu sahaja lagaknya. K.

Abah : Cik nak beli buku?

Me   : Aah nak habiskan voucher. 

Abah : Buku ape? buku sampah?

Me   : haaa? Tak lah. buku agama sikit, buku cerita sikit.

Abah : Buku-buku abah beli tu takde siapa nak baca. Nanti abah dah takde siapa nak baca.

*Pandang rak buku*

Me   : Tapi tu buku buku pasal zakat kot. (k ni cakap dalam hati je. terus diam je).

Lepastu pergi MPH midvalley sebab nak habiskan voucher buku. Dah nekad ni kena ada buku agama jugak. Tapi endup beli Sophie Kinsella's je dah 3, lejen Press punya 2, notebook eija satu, dan ada satu buku kisah 25 Rasul.

Yeay voucher buku dah habis. MPH pergi bagi lagi RM5 voucher buku pulak. -____- Oh plus ada lucky draw siap. Dapat coupon 'sakae sushi' memula. Dua kali kot dapat. Tapi sebab tak minat sushi, orang tu bagi ambik lagi sekali. Dapat coupon Burger King.

Dah tu je nak cerita. kakaka dah la bye.

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Mardeka

*angkat tangan kanan* Mardeka! (7 kali)

okay i posted the same shit last semester too on facebook and twitter. hahah! alah its okay to re-do the same joke(?) as long as no body gives a fuu khenz? tihihi. finals over baybeh! no, this mardeka thingy post is not about politics or najib bubar parliment ke ape k. its about my finals yo. 

okay la alang alang tu, parlimen dah bubar. i dont know if i should say mardeka or congratulations malaysia or what. cause i dont really know anything about political thingy in Malaysia. tapi, as a sane person, rasanya Tahniah  lah kan. sebab anda semua dah boleh mengundi parti kegemaran anda masing masing. Saya masih 20 ye abang abang kakak kakak sekalian, jadi harap maklong tak boleh dafar mengundi lagi. 

anyway, 1 more sem to go insyaAllah. si aliahwafa yang tak habis habis tak sabar nak habis belajar, sekarang dah nak habis belajar. macam lupa je dia ada FYP2 sem delan. pffft. haih must start planning what to next. 

ok. dah la bye.

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Kwang

Kwang adalah kurniaan Tuhan yang diberikan kepada kami sekeluarga. Dia datang dalam sekelip mata dan secara tiba tiba muncul. Nama Kwang melekat sebab mula mula dia lembik, macam Kwang Soo dalam running man tu. Ah, siapa saja yang tak pernah sebut "bodoh la kwang soo ni! lembap!" ketika menonton running man kan?

Dari cara bulu dia yang bersih dan cara nya yang berlagak, kami dah dapat agak yang Kwang adalah kucing rumah yang lari dari rumah. Tapi apesal lari dari rumah? Mungkin tuan lama dia dah mati, or mungkin Kwang sebenarnya adalah manusia, yang bilamana kena buat 100 kebaikan, dia akan berubah menjadi manusia semula. Bermacam macam bayangan bermain di fikiran kami.

sila rujuk 100 Deeds for Eddie McDowd. 100 Deeds for Eddie McDowd adalah manusia yang berubah jadi anjing, lepastu nak ubah jadi manusia balik, dia kena buat 100 kebaikan.

K tipu aku sorang je yang pikir macam-macam sebenarnya. hahah!

dah lah bye. muah kwang. 

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random #5

"Free me from this world
I don't belong here
It was a mistake imprisoning my soul"

No. i dont love this song just because my ex loves muse. in case you're wondering. i dont have any specific favorite bands. or favorite artists. or singers. 

but i do have one favorite composer, my ex. HAHA. ok thats not funny.kbai.

dah la bye.

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random #4

haih i should stop caring. its been like 4-5 months already. sometimes i hate myself for not trying hard enough to let go. *sigh* . 

ok lagu takde kaitan sebenarnya. been listening to this song for days. ok baru for days, bukan months ke years ke. poyo je aliahwafa ni. lagu senang je hafal, benda ilmiah susah betei. hmph!

dah la bye. 

if and only if (bukan soalan maths) you know how much i miss you T_T. kbai. 

dah lah bye.

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Sabar

Sabar. Sarbi. Sabariah.


Sabar.


Tu je nak cakap.


Sebenarnya tak sabar nak balik rumah .


i dont feel like doing any assignments right now. all i can think of right now is home. home. home. PJ. PJ.PJ. ghahh nama je study week tapi ada 2 presentations lagi nak kena fikir. Kalau 1 je ok la, FYP. ni sekali dengan database yang tak dapat dapat lagi nak buat ah aku dan programming memang bukan takat chemistry, tapi biology physic bahasa english PJK semua takdak.

lagi sekali. Sabar.

K dah la bye.

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random #2

Kalau awak jenis yang tak tidur malam macam saya (kadang kadang), awak pasti akan dengar macam macam bunyik. K tipu. Saya buat kerja dengar lagu. Kalau awak duduk sensorang tak tau lah cemane kan. Macam saya duduk bertiga, so paling paling dalam lingkungan 12 ke 6 pagi tu, pasti dengan sepasti pasti nya akan dengar orang mengigau. Tak payah cakap siapa lah. Sebab saya sendiri pun mengigau kalau room mate saya pulak yang tak tidur malam. kakakaka. tak kelakar pun.

Bila dengar orang mengigau ni best kadang kadang. Nak tergelak pun ada. Selalu la jugak tergelak. Masa sekolah rendah ke menengah tah, orang cakap kalau orang mengigau, tarik ibu jari kaki dia, tanya soalan. Nanti dia jawab.

 Itu penipuan yang nyata ok. Saya pernah buat masa kawan saya mengigau , sambil picit ibu jari kaki, tanya "kau suka siapa? kau suka ***** tak?". Dia jawab , "aku tak mengigau lah, aku dah bangun."

K.

Cepat lah azan subuh berkumandang, nanti kalau tertidur barai subuh saya. Subuh gajah la jawabnya.

Dah la bye. *pakai telekung* *bentang sejadah*.

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am i with the right person?

AM I WITH THE RIGHT PARTNER?

During a seminar, a woman asked,” How do I know if I am with the right person?”

The author then noticed that there was a large man sitting next to her so he said, “It depends. Is that your partner?” In all seriousness, she answered “How do you know?” Let me answer this question because the chances are good that it’s weighing on your mind replied the author.

Here’s the answer…

Every relationship has a cycle… In the beginning; you fall in love with your partner. You anticipate their calls, want their touch, and like their idiosyncrasies. Falling in love wasn’t hard. In fact, it was a completely natural and spontaneous experience. You didn’t have to DO anything. That’s why it’s called “falling” in love.

People in love sometimes say, “I was swept of my feet.”Picture the expression. It implies that you were just standing there; doing nothing, and then something happened TO YOU.

Falling in love is a passive and spontaneous experience. But after a few months or years of being together, the euphoria of love fades. It’s a natural cycle of EVERY relationship.

Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at all), touch is not always welcome (when it happens), and your spouse’s idiosyncrasies, instead of being cute, drive you nuts. The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship; you will notice a dramatic difference between the initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angry subsequent stage.

At this point, you and/or your partner might start asking, “Am I with the right person?” And as you reflect on the euphoria of the love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someone else. This is when relationships breakdown.

The key to succeeding in a relationship is not finding the right person; it’s learning to love the person you found.

People blame their partners for their unhappiness and look outside for fulfillment. Extramarital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes.

Infidelity is the most common. But sometimes people turn to work, a hobby, friendship, excessive TV, or abusive substances. But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your relationship. It lies within it.

I’m not saying that you couldn’t fall in love with someone else. You could. And TEMPORARILY you’d feel better. But you’d be in the same situation a few years later.

Because:

The key to succeeding in a Relationship is not finding the right person; it’s learning to love the Person you found.

SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. You have to work on it day in and day out. It takes time, effort, and energy. And most importantly, it demands WISDOM. You have to know WHAT TO DO to make it work. Make no mistake about it.

Love is NOT a mystery. There are specific things you can do (with or without your partner), Just as there are physical laws Of the universe (such as gravity), there are also laws for relationships. If you know how to apply these laws, the results are predictable.

Love is therefore a “decision”. Not just a feeling.

Remember this always: God determines who walks into your life. It is up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let GO..

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of course, im not that good in eglish to wrote this post. copied it from Dr. Harlina 's blog. Rajin kan kita baca pasal mommyhood? kakaka. tak la sebab anak dia comel.

guess i wasnt ready enough for a relationship before. kot. i dont know. this post just makes sense. walaupun im not in any special relationship right now. oh well whatever. better enjoy my single life with family and friends first. less stress, less painful. yeah XD

ok tipu. i kinda miss my ex sometimes.


dah la bye.

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random #1

imagine having classes at 5 pm . everyday. yes. from monday to friday. i hate this semester's time table. cant wait for our semester break's cuti cuti malaysia. yeayy. (sentiasa fikir sampai on the way nak pergi kelas terfikir nak kena beli sneakers tak? ke pakai sport shoes tu je. ke cemane?)

things that keep bothering me day by day is FYP . yes. FYP. first draft final exam punya jadual dah keluar. and here i am, still doing chapter 2. hmmmmm.

eh kenapa kita post kat sini ni? kakaka. sebab bosan. dah la bye. kelas hoi. pukul 5. ish. pukul kang.

dah la bye.