Placenta Previa what?

Hi.

So tadi aku baru balik dari checkup 7 months kat Klinik Kesihatan (KK). Sampai kat scan, doctor cakap aku punya uri tu rendah. Haritu time detailed scan doctor dah cakap dah, tapi dia suruh repeat scan on 28 weeks. So baby punya position tu kira menyonsang. Aku confident eh time baby gerak cam "ha ni mesti dah kepala terbalik ni" hshshshs. 

So doctor explain lah condition uri ke bawah ni nama dia Placenta Previa. Dia jadi bila kedudukan uri tu dekat dengan pangkal rahim and menyebabkan baby tak boleh berpusing.  Lepastu doktor explain ada 4 jenis kedudukan placenta ni, boleh refer kat screenshot bawah ni. 

source from here

Aku punya condition is Type 2. Maksudnya until 32 weeks ada chance lagi baby nak berpusing kepala ke bawah. If 32 weeks pun still songsang jugak, doctor akan refer hospital pakar. possibility untuk c-zer tinggi sebab laluan tu sempit and baby takleh pusing. gitu la ayat ringkasnya.

so aku tanya la doktor sebab apa ni terjadi. sebab pemakanan ibu ke or tak bersenam ke apa. Kang kalau orang tanya "mak dia tak buat bla bla bla tak?"  or "mak dia ada makan apa2 tak?" aku dah ada jawapan la nak bagitau. In my case sebab ada history of D&C time gugur masa kandungan first. Other causes boleh jadi sebab pernah ada history of czer jugak. Nak lagi detail boleh baca sini. Its very helpful and mudah difahami. 

so in 2 weeks time kena scan balik. hopefully baby dah boleh pusing kepala ke bawah lah. if not memang kena czer. Tu 1 hal, takut kena admit hospital awal wuwuwu. Doctor banyak kali cakap jangan angkat benda berat2, kena selalu rehat, kalau ada darah walau sikit pun kena cepat2 pergi hospital. Rupanya bila aku baca article tu memang dia kata placenta previa ni mudah nak tumpah darah. Tu yang doctor tak bagi angkat berat2 ke apa. 

Ah lepastu aku baca pasal article pasal czer. lepastu seram sejuk sorang sorang hshshsh. Aku pernah tengok live kakak aku nak turun katil lepas dari czer sakit dia camne. Tu ia lah swasta nurse tolong, baby kat nursery. Ni aku nak beranak gomen nokkkk. Tau facility hospital gomen lagi better dari swasta, tu tak dinafikan. Tapi ye lah kita pun faham nak dapat special punya layanan kirim salam harap mak long lah kan ramai patient. Nak pulak orang kata beranak time musim baby PKP. Ah sudah..... Oh lepastu doctor dah cakap biasa kalau case camni, memang swasta pun biasanya akan tolak hospital kerajaan jugak. so yeah.....plus aku pun memang takde duit nak gi swasta hshshshs. jadi sedar diri sendiri.

Tapi takpe la praying for the best je ni. Ni aku type pasal czer pun tiber rasa kecut perut sendiri. Oh btw uri ke bawah ni jangan nak urut2 ke apa ya. Baca niii.

source from here

Nasib buat research jugak ye, tadi aku call MIL aku cerita pasal ni dia tanya "habis tu nak kena urut ke?" Kalau tak aku pun mungkin menyetujuinya memandangkan badan memang tengah sakit sakit sekarang hshshs.

Okay la tu je nak citer. bye

Counting what??!

 Hi.

You know how important it is to teach your child about private parts right? So my method was i used the simplest yet appropriate word to teach my daughter. I:e - instead of saying vagina, i taught her to say faraj. Susah pulak nak sebut panjang panjang kan.

Now for breasts, its kinda hard and weird to either use breast or buah dada or payu dara. Like to me those words are kinda confusing. So i ended up using the word boobs.

Masalahnya sekarang, she lovesssss counting them. Yes. She would sometimes come to me and asked:

" is that boobs?"

'yes' i answered.

"one boobs, two boobs"

'no you can't say it out loud. Also no matter how many times you count its still going to be 2'

"but Awatif wants to count boobs....." sambil sambung while whispering this time "one boobs, two boobs"

Smh..............gonna start using the word chest from now on. Walaupun might take time sebab dia ni kalau dah tau satu perkataan tu, itu je la dia guna.

Pening kepala mak kau. Hshshs

Bye

10

 Hi.

Tengah tengok blog sendiri tiba tiba baru perasan, eh dah 10 tahun dah blog ni rupanya. Rasa macam baru semalam create time zaman lepas SPM. content pun bodoh bodoh je. tapi bodoh bodoh pun time tu ada orang baca sebab kawan kawan semua baru buat blog jugak. you follow i follow gitu kekdahnya. hshshhs.

ni nampak sikit je. ada tahun yang takde padahal aku dah archive semua. aku dulu aktif gila blogging. that was before twitter and instagram. segala cerita masuk sini. segala gambar masuk sini tak fikir privacy bagai. 

Sekarang twitter instagram semua private. tapi ye tau there is no such thing as privacy when youre online. tengah berak sambil main phone si mark zuckerberg boleh tengok kot front camera. https://www.theverge.com/2020/7/25/21338151/instagram-bug-camera-privacy-ios14-apple in case youre wondering what im talking about. yeah it says on ios14, tapi kalau apps survey bodoh ex company aku pun boleh secretly capture front and back camera at a certain time, apa tah lagi apps yang dah advanced kan. 

anyway tu je nak cakap. da 10 tahun blog ni. tu je. siapa yang still active blogging hari hari tu aku......nak cakap tabik tak jugak. takde nak cakap apa lah. hshshs.

bye nak masak. mak mak kan sekarang kena la masak. takde la nak order burger king je. tiber. dah craving pulak burger king. damn

Sharing food

 Hi.

Pernah tak dulu dulu baca article pasal benda tu kalau anak anak suka makan, mak automatically jadi 'kenyang'? Okay i cant find the right keyword to Google it. Been randomly searching for "mak dah kenyang komik" for the past 5 minutes hshshshs. I've seen it in a comic form hence the keyword komik included. 

Tadi order Burger King set. French Chicken set which has been my favorite since uni days. Still remember going to Giant Nilai alone after class to have my French chicken burger. Masa pergi holiday kat PD pun before check in kitorang beli BK sementara nak tunggu dinner and order benda sama. Sedikit selingan di situ sebab these 2 incidents will always come to mind everytime makan French Chicken. 

Lepastu tanya my daughter apa dia nak makan. Jawapan dia sambil bisik "ice cream" *sambil sengih*. Minah ni memang tau nak je aku debik hahah. Last last orderkan dia cheese fries. 

sedapnyeee emmm. probably cause takdak sayur lagi satu that made it extra sedap :P [source]

Dalam setengah jam makanan pun sampai. Lepastu ajak dia makan sekali. Fries taknak. Nak burger. MY favorite burger that I've been craving for quite some time jugak. Tapi bila dia keep on asking for more, which would rareeely happen unless benda tu memang dia suka. So kite pun tiber terus tak jadi makan. Habiskan fries dulu sebab nak bagi dia kenyang dulu. Sambil sambil suap tu makan la sikit sikit burger. Bila dia dah kenyang, tunjuk tunjuk air pulakkk. Jenis pantang nampak air sejuk. Share lagi tuang separuh masuk cawan dia. 

Tapiiiiii. Bila dah habis tu kenyang dia lain macam. Rasa content gituuuu. Im writing this here because it kinda affected me in a way. Lepasni kalau makan French Chicken akan ingat moment share makan dengan anak. Sampai air pun share sama sama. Rasa dia dapat lebih kot, mak dia dapat ais je ek eleh. Hshshs

Okay tu je. Been awhile since i last updated this blog. Lepasni makan apa2 share dua orang je lah. Kecuali spicy chicken mcdeluxe ah. Tu terpaling favorite so tengok lah camne nak share ke tak hshshshs

Bye

jobless and looking for one right now

Hi All,

Cheyy macam tulis email kan. Semenjak hari hari send email carik kerja ni. As all of my followers know, (which is takde orang pun), i've been sacked from my current (current ke?) job. in fact it wasnt just me, everyone in the company pun kena. idk it was kinda expected, but we didnt expect it to be in the middle of project. in the midst of handling tasks here and there. tup tup dapat invitation for meeting, and TA-DA! in short, the company lost to covid-19.

kalau lepas PRU tu kena buang kerja, boleh la faham.  Najib kalah PRU, time tu lagi la kerja takde apa takde. Memang faham ah kalau company tutup ke apa. Sekali tak tutup, okay ada project baru bagai. Even before PKP pun ada meeting pasal business continuity strategy, like 4 working days policy only, meaning that hari jumaat tu takde gaji. in short tolak gaji.

tup tup ha kau kena buang. tapi tu la husband aku cakap dia macam dah boleh predict sebenarnya bila tengok situation wife dia. hmm apa boleh buat. benda dah jadi.

aku nangis macam apa ah time tu. dah la sorang2 kat rumah. hshshs. petang tu dah okay sikit la dapat let it all out to my husband. effect dia macam breakup punya effect. one time kau okay, and tiba tiba je boleh nangis gitu. lepastu kejap kang okay hahah.

just want to let it out here. at least in the future kalau aku baca balik, mana tau boleh senyum ke. lol. but in all seriousness, if anyone is reading this, kindly let me know if there is any vacancy anywhere. currently looking for an IT Support helpdesk or any related position. I also have minimum experience in assisting project management. Just drop your email and i'll give it a try.

i know no one's probably gonna read this post, but im trying my luck anyway. you never know kan

Fom work from home to....

yep, you guessed it, to being jobless. that's it. that's the content of the post.

to more exciting (ke?) things to look forward to.

bye

WFH during RMO to WFH forever

Hi. I've lost count on what day of RMO we are in today. Okay tak sebenarnya harini takde siapa update dekat group office so aku malas nak kira walaupun its just a click away je kalau google. a gittewwww.

Last week kitorang ada division meeting. annnnd guess what? we wont be coming to office anymore unless there's a need to. As the title says, office kitorang memang dah start WFH full time. well almos full time la. people can still go to office on Tuesday and Thursday. Hari lain kerja dari rumah

well ada pros and cons lah to me. Pros dia very very flexible working hours. say if you're comfortable and more productive during the night, then buat la kerja time malam. Janji kerja siap kekdahnya. Boss aku siap cakap kalau nak pergi hospital ke, checkup ke, beli groceries ke pergi je. Cuti tak tolak. As long as you are there when needed. Tapi im pretty sure tak ada meeting terkejut ke apa. Rasa boss aku cakap kalau nak buat meeting pun ada SOP, macam 2 hours earlier ke apa tah. Gitu la

Lagi satu pros is kurangnya mengumpat hshshs. tu sebenarnya cons jugak untuk aku sebab tak dapat jumpa kawan kawan. sobs sobs.

Lagi cons, untuk aku lah is aku tak bebas sangat nak gerak sana sini. Sebab sini nak gi mana2 kena naik kereta, and kalau grab jauh. camtu la. tapi time time sekarang ni nak keluar pun buat apa. carik penyakit je.

Tapi okay la, boleh la tengok anak lebih sikit. Aku decided to hantar dia taska selang sehari. Sebab Taska pun tak galakkan untuk anak2 ramai kat taska. So selang sehari la minah tu pi sekolah. Ni bila tanya "nak pergi sekolah tak?", terus dah jawab "taknak". Padahal dulu pergi sekolah, kalau orang ambik awal kau buat muka kan sebab tak sempat main. haiyo si tembam ni

guess that's it for today. also maybe akan start blogging balik. dah alang duduk rumah. time tak busy la tapi.

bye