RMO - Day 39 - Whats Wrong With Secretary Kim

Hi.

Have you ever watch a drama, and wish it would never end, but at the same time you do want to know the ending? A K-drama to be exact. I just did.

Nak nangis sebab cerita tu dah habis tengok, tapi at the same time still nak cerita tu continue. tsk tsk tsk yes what a complicated human being us women are.(nak gak tiber salahkan women complicated).

Cerita yang aku tengok tu, Whats wrong with Secretary Kim. Aku sebenarnya dah fed up nak habiskan CLOY tu, so takat episode 4 suku je mampu tengok. Satu hari tu lepas subuh, aku baring2 nampak cerita ni kat netflix. Try tengok 1 episode, sekali sampai ke next next episode sampai la habis.

Previous post aku ada cakap kononnya CLOY tu very the typical kan cerita dia? Ni pun lebih kurang typical hshshsh. Part romantik tu je la tipikal. Tapi jalan cerita dia unique sebab dia takde 2nd hero and heroin. Lepastu tak ada mak hero yang merentan taknak heroin jadi menantu. Memang focus kat diorang je.

                                   

Watak sampingan dia pun kelakarrrrrrr sangattt. Boleh tak lepas gaduh dengan laki aku, aku pi sambung tengok cerita tu, lepastu tergelak kuat pulak tu. Bengang la laki aku cerita dia, nampak bini cam tak kisah, tak ada impak lepas pergaduhan mulut pun. hahaha.

Biasa k-drama dah boleh expect, episode 14 bersama, episode 15 berpisah + hujung episode bertemu, lepastu episode 16 reconciliation. Aku confident ingat dia confirm berhenti and nak sambung belajar kat episode 15 tu, sekali episode tu dia propose. Wehhh serious kelakarrr.

Tadi dengar lagu dia kat youtube,tengok comments semua tak boleh move on lagi. Last aku rasa camni time tengok Goblin kot. cuma goblin heroin dia cam biasa je so takde rasa nak tengok lagi. yang ni aku rasa possibility akan masuk list cerita untuk tengok time makan.

cakap pasal list cerita untuk tengok time makan, here's mine:

1. modern family

tu je. hshshsh. kalau time study dulu parent trap duk ulang berapa ratus kali sampai hafal dialogue. Dulu takde netflix account so tengok je la apa yang ada kat external hard disk tu.

Okay dah tu je nak rant. Blog ni pun aku dah set to private. Rimas la kang sampai kat officemate, diorang tu bukan boleh percaya sangat. hshsh

bye

RMO - day 23 - how to be a perfect mom. Not.

hey yall.

Today is the 23rd day of the MCO. Not complaining, merely just wanna let out some steam here. betul ke tidak ayat mak tu, lantaklahhh.

dalam masa 23 hari ni i think today is kind of the busiest day of working from home. meaning that dari pagi tercongok depan laptop, reply whatsapp, meeting and so on. also mandikan anak, basuh kain and masak in between. masak taknak kurang pulak kan nak yang renyah renyah je. time time ada meeting sibuk nak pi buat bergedil la apa la.

in between buat bergedil, join meeting pulak. memang hujung2 baru focus yer kak temah. in between buat bergedil and meeting, sibuk tunggu rider pulak nak hantar butter cake. erghh tak sabarnya cant wait to taste it. been wanting a butter cake since last 2 weeks. tapi butter cake ni actually aku mintak tolong husband ambikkan, which is double the pressure. he's the kind of guy yang kalau kata on the way, will keep on asking "dah kat mana dah?". tried my best to not tell him about me buying cake online, tapi terpaksa jugak la sebab tadi kelam kabut dah rasa. tapi okay la he did help me so i thank him for that.

em i also felt bad for not being able to be the kind of moms that can cook on time, feed their baby on time. play with them. im not competing against anyone, but yeah i do compare myself with them sometimes. jenis ada je masa untuk main dengan anak + masak + kerja + kemas rumah like erghhh stahp being so perfect. plus point, dapat jaga badan at the same time.

i know not everything you see on social media is true, plus takde orang kat social media aku yang perfect pun sebenarnya. sendiri je over thinking hshshshs.

entah lah, as i said i just wanted to let things out of my chest. 

RMO Day 16 - of Jobs and selfish idiots

Hi.

Since RMO ni banyak dengar company yang buang orang, or ada yang tak dapat gaji langsung. ada nampak few tweets lalu timeline kena buang kerja :(

Tapi Alhamdulillah current company punya plan, instead of buang orang or potong separuh gaji, kitorang dapat Day Off on Friday, meaning that gaji tolak prorated based on how many fridays ada on a month. Contoh kira sehari gaji RM32, kalau ada 4 kali Jumaat dalam bulan tu, 4*RM32 =  RM128 kena tolak dari gaji.

Which is fair enough i think. ada part lain yang dia freeze, dental and gym. Tapi nasib baik PM Care tak freeze, lega sikit dengar. in case sakit ke apa time cuti ni. takde la risau nak korek duit kat mana. And we were told that the founder of the company will not be receiving his salary for 6 months, to help sustain the company.

Lega sebab company cakap if possible taknak buang orang,hence the off day on friday initiative. tak dapat imagine kalau tiber kena buang, balik office lepas RMO nak ambik barang semata. hopefully tak la.i still have a lot to learn from my team, and a goal to achieve. gitu tau ada goal sekarang. dulu kerja nak duit je hshshs. ye la nak nak gaji seiring dengan naik pretasi kerja la. takde la nanti orang kata "eh apehal dia naik gaji, dapat bonus tapi kerja cam haram eh?". Contoh. Aku tak pernah cakap kat orang camtu hikhikhikhik

anyway, hope we all can get through this together. cant wait for this covid season to end. jangan lah degil, duduk la rumah. jangan la jadi taik macam patient136 tak reti nak quarantine and jadi punca 2nd wave. jangan jugak jadi orang kaya benak mont kiara time time ni sibuk nak jogging dengan alasan tak ramai orang dasar elitist selfish ya. tadi keluar kat news masih ada orang balik dari luar negara tak self quarantine sampai government carik tempat and hotel to quarantine those selfish assholes.

okay tu je. akhir kalam.

bye.

The Unpexted Long Leave - A Pandemic

Hi.

Macam biasa tajuk kena exaggerate, baru sesuai dengan keperibadian diri. hahha okok tak. ya Allah rindunya blog ni. havent been on it since last year i think.

So sekarang tengah cuti RMO - restriction movement order @ PKP - perintah kawalan pergerakan @ MCO - Movement control order. From 2 weeks duration, it got extended to another 2 weeks. Nak dekat sebulan jugak duduk rumah. Gila, tapi bersyukur. Been wanting to spend time with my baby a lot. Kat office asyik rindu rindu, ha kau amek. Tengok muka tu hari hari 24/7 lol

Tapi susah jugak sebab iolls bukan kira cuti ya, kita Work From Home. But kinda relieved sebab kerja2 pending dah settle before kena cuti haritu. Nasib baik!!!

Em makanan pulak setakat ni.....nak masak lebih2 pun barang limited. We bought what we think is necessary for a 2 weeks time. Bawang merah, bawang putih, telur, mi kuning, sayur sikit and that's that i think. Nak beli roti ke apa memang tak sempat sebab tak ada cash at that time. Bawang je dah RM6 okay kau ghasaa. Time tu ada RM10 je kat tangan.

Konon nak feeling la masak Burnt Cheese Cake(again), kek batik la apa jadah la, nan hado okay. Jimat jimat sebab malas nak suruh husband keluar banyak kali. Tak lari pun benda2 tu semua. Cuma ada la few times teringin benda manis kitorang GrabFood Secret Recipe and Baskin Robbins hewhew. Flavor Caramel Fig Cheesecake. PLEASE BELI YA SEDAP SANGATTTT.

[source]

I think thats about it. just wanted to make a blog post to somehow remember this tough times. lol tough la sangat orang suruh duduk rumah je pun. but on a serious note there are people out there who have to struggle during this RMO. I pray nothing but the best for them, and also for all of us.

Well except maybe a few......hahhaha okok tak. Nak mengumpat post lain.

Stay safe everyone, and please dont be selfish when buying groceries ya. Semalam nampak video sekor sekor beli roti sampai 5-6 bungkus kau nak buat apa???? Nak buat taik pun jangan la dengan roti je. Cam ba alif ba ya ye perangai. Maghoh ni maghohhhh. (okay changed my mind. when i say except a few, i meant orang2 yang habiskan barang kat pasaraya lepastu end up benda tu expired kat rumah dia)

Bye.

...

Instagram is really unhealthy. Newsflash. I know. It was and has always been unhealthy. Actually its not just instagram, the whole social media sites are.

Been comparing my life with what i saw on their stories. Padahal dah cukup semua tu....and me sharing photos of my baby, entah2 ada orang lain tak suka jugak. Zzz.

Going back to blogspot where people don't even remember their passwords anymore.

Or maybe just netflix. Lol.

Being old sucks and not bad at the same time.

Gifts, ole ole

Hi.

Tadi pagi aku pergi rumah mak aku before masuk office. Mak aku cerita yang opah aku tertanya-tanya yang anak dia baru balik dari raya kat oversea takde belikan apa2 ke?

Dah few times dah rupanya.....weh sian opah. Yang pergi umrah, balik ziarah opah, cerita macam2 tapi tak belikan pape, sebiji kurma pun. Pi jepun 2 weeks, balik cerita macam2 kat opah tapi tak beli pape pun.

Pastu yang terharuuuuu, opah slalu cakap "ni cik belikan" sambil keluarkan barang yang aku belikan kat jepun dari bilik. Wey aku belikan opah fridge magnet je, ada kucing yang putih tu  sebab opah suka kucing. Tak sangka opah ingat sampai camtu sekali.

Back to kisah tak belikan apa2 tu. Yang jadi kantoi tu sebab time tu tengah makan, opah cakap kat adik aku "***** takde belikan apa2 ke balik dari ****". Adik aku pergi tanya abah aku kuat2, "abah, *** takde belikan pape ke untuk opah?"

Gitu la kantoi nya. Mak aku pun cakap "takpe nanti kite belikan ya."

Wehhh sedih. Hopefully I will always remember my family no matter how expensive the place is, how taktau nak beli apa situation happened. Always always always remember your loved ones."

Lebih kurang macam ni. Tapi luck cat tu duk sebelah temple 

Of BF and FM for our babies

Hello.

Dari lepas bersalin  ke waktu pantang dan hingga kini ramai yang akan mengalami situasi di mana orang sekeliling akan keep on saying "susu tak cukup tuuu!" if the baby cries.

Let me tell you what my sister told me during my confinement, right after she knew about me buying FM for my baby.

1. First few days, you won't know how banyak is banyak  and how sikit is sikit your milk is. Kalau pump susu, psychologically akan fikir "eh cukup ke ni? Eh baby minum kejap je habis ni." etc etc etc

Her advice? Jangan pump dulu. Direct feed the baby, and if the baby pees and poos normally  ada la tu susu tu.

2. Baby asyik nangis nak latch je. Actually that is the only way for them to communicate with us mothers. They cant talk, they cant tell you what they want. Kakak aku cakap "nak tukar diaper, dia menyusu. Lapar, menyusu. Perut tak selesa, menyusu." so bukan masalah tak cukup susu.

Kena rajin check. You'll know the signs in no time, no worries :) chehwah sekarang no worries, padahal duluuu time sendiri kena.......nangis. hahaha

Tapi for me. FM or BF, NEVER LET YOUR BABY GO HUNGRY. Jangan dengar cakap orang yang FM is bad for your baby la, nak anak pandai bagi BF je la(i personally kena ni!!!!!). Mother knows best gitu. Dont let other mothers downgrade you just because you feed different milk from them.

Like duhh we all know mothers' milk are the best. Tapi kalau dah takde nak buat camna.

3. Growth spurt aka tukar bulan. Ni pada I penting sangat untuk tau!!!! Sebab i never heard of it before, sampai la ada satu hari tu baby cranky gilaaaaaa. Like she wont sleep all night, wanted to latch all the time. Wanted to be held all the time.

Sampai la kakak aku cakap, tu nama dia growth spurt. Baby akan cranky sebab badan dia sedang mengalami perubahan. Kekerapan growth spurt tu varies. Ada yang sebulan, lepastu 3 bulan, 4 bulan, and then skip pulak 7 months. Baby lain2.

Oh and during growth spurt(could take up until a week) baby akan rasa lapar tu lebih so they tend to menyusu more than usual. Jangan fikir you tak cukup susu, jangan fikir you're a bad mom for not giving enough milk to your baby. NO. Kalau kencing berak okay tu ado la susu tu ha.

I pernah rasa baby tak cukup susu, i bancuh FM, lepastu bagi kat baby. Tak sampai berapa minit. Bluwekkkkkk. Muntah balik susu tu. Bukan tak cukup wakkk tapi nature dia camtu. Gittewww.

Okay nak tidur dulu. Hope this helps. In case anyone reads this. Lol.

Btw im typing this using my phone, so if there's a typo, just ignore it ya.